Acting Up! Returning to a Life Less Ordinary

Well, it’s been a funny old year. About this time in 2010, I was sitting at a desk in a soulless office, writing websites, drinking coffee and watching my life and my ambitions swirl slowly down the drain. I’d only taken the job to pay for my wedding and already it had taken over my life, and not in a good way.

I was depressed. This wasn’t me. I’d been touring theatre and producing shows since I was 17. I was a performer, a creative thinker. Now here I was, getting fatter, grumpier and watching my life hit a brick wall in teeth-shattering slow motion.

So I stopped. One day I just walked into work and told my employers, in an embarrassingly polite, wet liberal way, where they could stick their job (“Sorry! I hope it’s not too inconvenient, I know you’re busy.”)

Some people said that I was insane. Mind-bogglingly, eye-wateringly insane. I’d just resigned from a secure, reasonably well paid job in the middle of a recession. Insane!

But there were others who said something quite, quite different.

They said “Well done”. They even used the word, and I’m embarrassed to repeat it because I still don’t really believe them, “brave”.

Truth be told, I’m not insane. I’m not particularly brave either. I just made a choice. Move sideways into another dead end job or move forward into a career that I actually enjoyed. Simple really.

But has it worked? Am I happier, more fulfilled, more engaged and more successful now that I’m back in on stage and screen?

Well over the next few weeks I’m going to be sharing my experiences, thoughts, triumphs and failures with the readers of Frost Magazine. There have been good times, bad times and just-plain-weird times. I’ll also be sharing a bit of the wisdom I’ve learnt from casting directors and actors along the way.

But first, I’ll leave you with a question; What is the most impulsive choice you’ve ever made,… and did it work?

You can find out more about Tim Austin at his WordPress page; http://actortim.wordpress.com.

Check back next Wednesday for more Acting Up!

Frost Loves…Electronic Cigarettes

I am incredibly anti-smoking, but I do understand what it is like to be addicted to something. Iin my case it is chocolate and Coca Cola. More healthy and less likely to kill me. With the current shaky economical situation, it is the perfect time to quit. You can save money and help your health with an electric cigarette.

Most of the smokers I know find that one of the hardest things about giving up is what to do with their hands. Cigarettes can almost be used as a pacifier. The act of smoking is missed as well. An electronic cigarette can fix this. You have something to fidget with, almost like a real cigarette, except –  it won’t kill you. If that is not an upside, then I do not know what is!

A e cigarette is an electronic device that mimics a real cigarette. A vapour gets released when you use the electronic cigarette, which tricks your body into thinking it is actually smoking. Frost tried it on a real smoker, and they liked it.

There are a number of different brands around and you may also like to tale a look at this earlier piece from our archives: http://frostmagazine.com/2011/06/smokers-smoking-the-next-generation/

Banrock Station Creates The World’s First Living Billboard

Blooming Lovely!

Shoppers in London were treated to quite a sight today, as a billboard made entirely of living flowers in support of Natural England was revealed outside the Westfield Shopping Centre.

The interactive board has been created by environmentally- focused wine brand Banrock Station to mark the launch of their new special edition wines, proceeds of which will help Banrock Station work with Natural England to preserve 2,100 acres of British wildflower meadows. The billboard, made up of over 800 native British plants and from 14 different species took over two months to grow and more than 12 hours to install.

Depicting a bottle of wine pouring out a fountain of flora, the sun, butterflies and bees have all been intricately detailed using a variety of beautiful blooms. An interactive pump features as part of the installation, allowing passers-by to adopt the brand’s ethos of ‘giving nature a helping hand’ by watering the flowers to help them grow.

The hope is that the board will highlight the crucial role wildflowers play in the eco-system, providing the nectar and pollen needed by vital wildlife to prosper and in turn pollinate up to one third of the food we eat.

The brand specifically supports causes that give something back to the earth and has backed almost 100 environmental projects since 1994. Through these special edition wines, Banrock Station is giving £30,000 to Natural England who will use the funds on their National Nature Reserves to help protect and enhance wildflower meadows across Britain.

Simon Huguet, Principal Adviser for National Nature Reserves at Natural England said: “We are delighted to work with Banrock Station and thrilled at their support for wildflower meadows on our National Nature Reserves. Home to many rare plants, traditional meadows provide vital habitat for birds, bees and small animals and are wonderful places to visit. In recent years they have become a rare sight across our countryside and it is great to see these special places getting a helping hand.”

Kate Thorn, Environment Manager at Banrock Station added: “We are always keen to support projects that share our philosophy of enhancing the natural environment and giving something back to nature. ‘Good Earth, Fine Wine’ is key to our philosophy so taking care of the environment is crucial to making our great wine. We understand how small changes to our land can have a big impact upon our environment and there seemed no better way to showcase the plight of the humble wildflower than by displaying these beautiful plants directly as part of our glorious living billboard.”

The billboard will remain on display for two weeks and, once removed, all the wildflowers will be replanted in local communities to ensure they continue to grow and flourish long after the activity is completed. The billboard structure is made of 80% recycled material and will also be reused for future projects, while the printed elements are all fully bio-degradable.

Wendy’s Baby Diary: 20 Weeks – Posset and Celebrity Babies

Bedtimes

We failed to install consistent bedtimes. We put the baby to bed at 7pm – he didn’t sleep. Then 8pm, then 9pm… Now, we just take the baby to bed when we go up at 11pm! If it’s this hard at four months, how are we going to cope when he’s older?  He’ll fall asleep on the sofa, but as soon as you move him, he’s awake and crying. It can take up to an hour to get the baby to sleep. And sometimes he just won’t go to sleep at all.

When we’ve worked out a routine, I’ll let you know.

Deposits of posset

Yesterday, Dillon threw up three times but waited between each bout for me to change my top, so I got sick on three different outfits . It really is horrible having a load of churned-up milk down your front. At least it’s mainly milk, with a bit of baby rice and doesn’t really smell. Baby vomit is called posset and Dillon made his deposits.

Head scratch on Cosatto cot

On Tuesday morning, Dillon got a long scratch on his head from the Cosatto ‘Close to me’ bedside cot. There’s nothing wrong with the wooden frame of the cot itself, it’s the plastic clips inside it that are rough and sharp and unfortunately we didn’t notice this until Dillon’s head was bleeding.  Since babies are growing beings with cells multiplying like crazy, it scabbed up quickly and has nearly healed in a week.  We filed down the plastic clips and covered them in bubble wrap while one angry customer email to the manufacturer is on its way.

Just wait until he starts crawling, then I’ve got a lot more to worry about!

 First tooth

The first tooth is coming up. He’s been crying with teething pain for a few weeks now, gnawing on his fist, on toys, on material, on teething rings and recently we tried a dummy which really helped. And now we can feel the first tooth which has broken through the bottom gum and is slightly protruding. How exciting!

 Nicknames

It’s so tempting to give nicknames to the baby as he changes so quickly and looks so cute. Recently, we’re calling him The Tooth, The Overlip, The OverLord, Churchill, and since he got the scratch on his head, Gorbachev, Harry Potter and Zorro.

 Celebrity babies  

Dillon was born days apart from David Tennant’s daughter Olivia (born 31st March 2011 – on Dillon’s due date) and James Corden’s baby son Max (22nd March). He’ll also be growing up at the same time as the Beckham’s daughter, Harper Seven – what a name! When I see celebrity children in papers and magazines, it is odd to think my son is growing up at the same time and in some ways their lives will be running in parallel.

Swear Words

We tried to stop swearing when I was pregnant, but habits are hard to change. Now I’m worried every time a four letter word slips out of our mouths, our friends or someone on TV, that Dillon has heard it and one day will repeat it. We’ve set the parent locks on the TV and threatened to fine each other. I think a swear box will have to be started.

Until next time – my new four letter word is FLIP!

 

© Wendy Thomson 2011

Wendy Thomson is the editor of www.femalearts.com an online publication which promotes women in the arts and in business.

Holiday Travel – Summer 2011

As a well-rounded traveller, I have to ask is travel becoming less of a need for the working public? Do people still feel that it is reserved for the rich and famous?

All of these questions come to mind daily for me. Why ? Simple. It’s because travel has been part of my life since the age of 14 when I first experienced overseas destinations on a family holiday. Now, 15 years later, I am running my own Travel and Events business and noticing changes in the public’s methods of booking and budgets, and expected standards.

The impact of the economic downturn has been huge on the tourism sector and this has been very clear to see with airlines going into administration and tour operators closing down. But the public will always need to travel, if not for business or pleasure, but to simply live.

The world is a much smaller place thanks to the advances in travel and technology. The introduction of bus-like services, such as Ryanair and Easyjet, have proved that methods and the public’s idea of travel is changing. So must the industry change to advance.

One thing is for sure. Young or old, recession or not, people still want a bargain,  good service and value for money.

Travel today maybe a tough industry, but it’s not all doom and gloom. Whether it’s sun, sea and sand you’re looking for, or pure luxury, if you’re smart, bargains and deals can be had.

People have been worried about both security of travel in places like Egypt and Tunisia, but tourism is at the heart of these countries’ income, so don’t stop going (embrace I say).  Reward yourself with a break. No matter what size your budget is, the industry has something for everyone.

Tell me if you agree?  What experiences have you had in 2011?  What has changed for you and where have you been?  Frost wants to hear your comments.

(Pic courtesy of Anna Cervova)

<a href=”http://www.publicdomainpictures.net/view-image.php?image=2119&picture=sunglasses”>Sunglasses</a> by Anna Cervova

Guided By Bob

Robert Pollard is a musician from Ohio, USA who has been recording songs since the 80s.

His output is not easy to dissect as there are just too many albums to list here. I myself have well over 70 albums and there are probably a lot more. What I can tell you is that once you get into his grooves, the albums all make up one massive assault on the musical senses.

If you are a truly passionate music fan, you will get to the point of living inside each and every track this fella has put out – and still puts out at an alarming rate. His band, GBV (Guided By Voices) were truly the first band that recorded what is now called lo -fi music and reached a global scale, yet almost everything was recorded in his basement onto cassette tape.

I can’t recommend going to his site enough as it will show you more doors to open and it may even give you a few keys to fit them!

Truly inspiring.   http://robertpollard.net/index.htm  or   http://www.gbv.com/index1.html

You Are Cordially Invited To Shoot Grouse

Is it one of the most sought-after invitations in the shooting calendar? The crème de la crème of shotgun shooting? Yes, it probably is – whether on the Glorious Twelfth itself or later in the season.

Is it the moorlands in August? The never-ending variety of shots to be made for a successful day? The challenge and the exhilaration of a left and right grouse? It is all of these and more.

Shooting grouse is different on many levels.

Altitude for one. You may well be around 1500 feet above sea level on a remote moor, a world away from the everyday concrete, tarmac and glass that surrounds so much of our lives. The red grouse, delightfully named Lagopus lagopus scoticus, unique to the British Isles, favours a habitat 1000 to 2000 feet up on moors that can be a challenge for a shooting party to reach en masse.

Driven grouse was believed to have been started in Yorkshire back in the early 19th century and records show that up on Blubberhouse Moor, between Skipton and Harrogate, a bag of 1070 was shot single-handed by Lord Walsingham on 30 August 1888. He later went on to file bankruptcy as his shooting expenditure and hospitality exceeded his income by an ever-increasing margin. In today’s economic climate, that bag would have cost the Lord around £80,000.

Good heather equals good grouse shooting. It’s a fact. From the Pennines to eastern Scotland and the uplands of eastern Ireland, the plant Calluna vulgaris forms the rich soil territories enjoyed by the cock birds to protect and raise their wild families. The territories can be small and increase the grouse population when the heather is good. Burning helps and there is original research that found that correct heather burning was 80% of moor management in providing regeneration of the heather and ‘grouse houses’. Nowadays, we also need to concentrate on vermin control, grit supply, appropriate drainage and good shooting.

Good grouse shooting starts with preparation. The 4×4 vehicles will get you most of the way to a butt, yet the chances are you will need to stride across the heather to your allotted stand without seeing where your foot falls and having to raise your knees high on each stride. Down the hill, it was warm and balmy. Up on the top, it’s breezy and fresh so ensure your clothing is layered and able to cope with a variety of conditions.

Keep the colour of your outfits toned to the terrain. Grouse have pretty good eyesight and you do not want to send them off away from your position.

On colour, let your eyes adjust to the light and the rich deep subtle tones of the moorland. An attraction of this type of shooting is the location and the marvellous scenery. And with that attraction begins the complications and challenges associated with shooting grouse. Range judging for one. Shooting pheasant and partridge from a well-devised peg location usually brings with it an easy identifiable marker point, be it a tree or a hedgerow.

Up on the moors, there is not that type of luxury. When you are at your butt and ensuring you have the time before shooting starts (the beaters could be a mile or two away) pace out 25 and 40 yards from your butt and establish some visual markers of your own at ground level like a distinguishable clump of heather or an outcrop, visible bedrock.

Getting your bearings is paramount, the beaters line, and the location of your fellow guns. Moorland butts can be positioned where you can be significantly below or very high above the adjacent butt.

Safety in a grouse butt cannot be emphasised strongly enough. A line of butts can curve and not be in a straight line. There is often the opportunity to shoot ‘going away’ after a turn through the line. This turn must be performed with the stock out of the shoulder and the muzzles facing skyward. Be cognisant of any pickers up behind the line and if you have a loader, practice your positioning before the drive sends up the birds. Load with the gun sideways down to avoid closing the gun inside the butt.

Many grouse shooters I have coached, although experienced, still use light weight bamboo hinged poles on either side of the butt to control their arc of fire. The small hinges allow the poles to be broken down and inserted into an old barrel sleeve and be carried in a gun slip without any inconvenience. They also ensure that the turn for a ‘going away’ behind is always correctly executed.

Your eyes are adjusted to the light, your spatial awareness and depth perception is fine tuned (you know if a bird’s trajectory is going over THAT rock, it’s 40 yards and in range seconds later.)

Fractions of a second later actually, as our tough indigenous red grouse can travel at up to 85 mph with a following wind and having survived disease, numerous predators and rather inclement weather conditions, they are wholly prepared to zip past you to avoid getting shot and rushed off to a kitchen either at your home or a fine restaurant.

Grouse can follow the contours of a moor at great speed in the style of a tactical fighter jet. They will be low and could surprise you. The covey can take different directions all at once. Some break off left, some straight, but you are ready, muzzles forward, eyes focussed (over your barrels). Now pick your bird, just one. The adrenalin surges, but you concentrate on that one grouse. You will employ a smooth yet rapid mount, one piece movement to ‘in front’, fire, only then look for another bird. Many misses are caused by looking at one bird, but shooting at another. Compartmentalise. Visually divide up the covey and your shots will bring better results.

Because of the open nature of the terrain, the wind effect is more than in a valley looking up for pheasants. You will need to swing fast on birds flying downwind and it is easier to achieve than on an upwind target.

There is propensity to slow your swing on a upwind bird that appears to be moving a lot slower in the air, but you still have to get in front. Shooting the slower bird requires more conscious effort than a faster instinctive shot to a supersonic crosser.

Do not spoil your day by mounting the gun too early and ruminating on misses. As before, pick out your bird, eye over your barrels, move, and weight forward, be square to your kill, mount, and shoot in front.

If the bird is on the end of the barrels too long, the chances are you will not get ahead of it as you will track the target without the impetus to swing through and create the desired forward allowance.

And if you miss one, get it right on the next bird. Don’t ponder where you went wrong, get reloaded and carry on. Shooting grouse is a combination of fluidity and speed and trust in your own ability, hence it is neither for the faint-hearted nor for the overly analytical shooters.

Like a golfer playing down the last fairways of a major tournament, trusting his swing is paramount to success, so must a grouse shooter let his subconscious do the work as no amount of conscious calculation can assimilate the changes in pace of flight and direction that a grouse can achieve.

That is what driven grouse is about. The excitement, the adrenalin rush and the sheer sense of achievement as the first left and right goes down in the heather.

Walking-up grouse is much less expensive, yet has its merits. Six or eight guns and dogs can walk a line through the heather flushing going away and quartering targets. For some shooters, when the grouse are scarce, it can be deemed uneventful and when grouse are abundant, the line stops too often for picking up. However, just a few guns and some good al-purpose dogs is a marvellous way to roam the moors on a clear summers’ day.

I mention ‘all-purpose dogs’ to differentiate the more artistic shooting of grouse ‘over dogs’. A good pair of pointers or setters will hunt at speed covering the heather and when one scents a bird, it will stop on point in the direction of the birds.

The second dog, not having the scent, will ‘back’ the first dog, pointing to its tail, to ensure the guns can see the line and take a up position. The forward dog moves slowly toward the quarry and as soon as the bird rises, it will drop flat in the heather as the shot is taken.

I have seen this in the field with two Hungarian Vizslas, a truly remarkable operation. Of course, this style of shooting occurs with partridge and other quarry and the significant difference with Walking-up is the variety of shots that can be taken, crossing, sometimes even an overhead as the guns can position themselves according to the information the pointing dog is providing.

Majestic sport indeed –  la crème de la crème of shooting for many of those who receive that gilt-edged invitation.

Have You Heard… 24 Years Of Hunger?

Charles Rivington uncovers a buried gem…

 The year 2011 marks a number of anniversaries. It’s 50 years since the Berlin Wall was erected, 100 years since Norwegian explorer Roald Amundson led the first expedition to reach the South Pole and 2500 years since the Battle of Marathon. One milestone that will pass by unobserved by most people is the 20th anniversary of British pop duo Eg & Alice’s first and only album, 24 Years of Hunger.

Put simply, 24 Years of Hunger is, without a doubt, one of the best albums of the 90s and arguably one of the greatest pop records ever produced. Unfortunately, it has also been criminally ignored.

Critics loved it on its release in 1991 and yet it failed to chart. It still occasionally pops up on critical lists and Q magazine even went as far as to name it one of their ‘best albums of the 20th century’ and yet it has been out of print for years. The gulf in critical and commercial success is as baffling as it is unjustified. The only reason I am lucky enough to be able to recommend it to you now is that I came across mention of it in one of these aforementioned lists in a Sunday newspaper supplement, thought it sounded interesting and managed to track down an inexpensive second-hand copy.

Little did I know then that several years later 24 Years of Hunger would have secured its place as one of my favourite albums of all time.

It’s fair to say that Eg White and Alice Temple were nothing if not an unlikely duo when their collaboration began in 1990.

Alice Temple

He had been a founding member of late 80’s boyband Brother Beyond, but had left just prior to the band’s brief period of commercial success, apparently due to the influence of pop music bogeyman Pete Waterman and his writing team. She had already found great success, both as a model and as the first female UK and European champion BMX biker, all while still in her teens.

He was the budding boybander who’d turned his back on fame and she was the tough yet beautiful tomboy who’d taken on one of the world’s most male-dominated sports and won. A pairing was hardly inevitable. And yet, it happened (perhaps it was fate) and by 1990, the two were spending weeks at a time in White’s flat making music and working on the album that was to be their masterpiece.

It’s hard to accurately pin down the style of 24 Years of Hunger. Some critics have compared the duo to Prince (or the artist formerly known as the artist formerly know as Prince or whatever he is going by these days) and his influence is clearly felt on the dreamlike ‘Mystery Man’ and especially on ‘I Wish’ which has more than a little in common with his ‘When Doves Cry’.  The duo was also clearly influenced by Steely Dan, Tears For Fears, Curtis Mayfield and Joni Mitchell (they share the latter’s remarkable talent for writing lyrics that are simple but also staggeringly heartfelt). Pigeonholing 24 Years of Hunger

Temple on the album's striking cover

would be doing it a disservice though and it is far greater than the sum of its influences, transcending the numerous genres (smooth jazz, soul, funk) in which it dabbles.

It’s often difficult to point to what makes a great work great as opposed to merely very good and Eg & Alice’s masterpiece is no exception. It comprises beautiful yet hummable music coupled with simple yet haunting lyrics that barely ever stray into pretension. This skilful balancing act alone is deeply impressive.

But all this and Alice Temple’s astonishingly, heartbreakingly, cynicism-meltingly beautiful voice? Then you have a masterpiece on your hands. Eg White also has a very accomplished voice (although I’ve always thought of him as a better writer than singer) but it is Temple’s that will sear itself onto your soul.

At the beginning of  ‘New Years Eve’, she sings the lyric: “‘Found myself crying on New Year’s Eve after a year of holding it in,” and it is this sense of ‘holding it in’ that makes her voice so fascinating and moving. In a world where the overblown wailing of Christina Aguilera or Mariah Carey passes for genuine emotion, Temple’s stunning delivery – emotionally-charged yet never melodramatic, on the verge of tears but never bawling- is an absolute revelation.

This quality is particularly evident on the deeply personal ‘Indian’, the album’s most famous track and one of its most compelling.

Eg White with his Novello in 2009

White sings back up, but he is there to support Temple and never once attempts to overpower her (this selflessness and musical symbiosis is evident throughout the album regardless of who is singing lead, a testament to the pair’s working relationship). This is Temple’s track and she sings every word with an unquestionable conviction; I don’t think it would be reading into it to suggest that ‘Indian’, in this case synonymous for outsider, might also be taken to mean ‘lesbian’. Her voice is never more beautiful, right from the first guttural yet barely audible ‘oh’ at the top of the track, through to the wonderful refrain which is both catchy and hummable but also emotionally resonant.

That is not to say that ‘Indian’ is the one great song on the album. In fact, it would be controversial to even call it the best song. 24 Years of Hunger is not the sort of album from which it is possible to pick one stand-out track because they are all, almost without exception, spellbinding.

Everyone who’s borrowed this album has had a different opinion. Some people favour  ‘Rockets’, with it’s slow build and invigorating chorus (‘send us a rocket or two’), while others like ‘In a Cold Way’ a disarmingly lively yet moving observation of depression – a sort of musical intervention. Some favour the soulful ‘It Doesn’t Mean That Much to Me’ with it’s uplifting gospel-inspired refrain of ‘Sorry God’. In fact, if you were to give this album to ten different people and ask them to name their favourite track, I think there is a good chance that you would get ten different answers (there are actually eleven tracks but it is unlikely that anyone would pick ‘IOU’, the album’s only misstep). The one thing that they will definitely agree on is that 24 Years of Hunger is a lost gem and that they are better off for having listened to it.

After the commercial failure of 24 Years, Eg & Alice went their separate ways. They both released solo albums (both of which are worth listening to but fall short of greatness). She had a well-publicised relationship with Rachel Williams and continues to work as a model.  He has finally found the success he deserves as an Ivor

Really people of 1991? Really?

Novello award-winning and Grammy-nominated songwriter, having written numerous hits including ‘Chasing Pavements’ for Adele, ‘Leave Right Now’ for Will Young and ‘Warwick Avenue’ for Duffy.

That 24 Years of Hunger is so unknown is an inexplicable travesty made more upsetting when you consider what was popular in 1991 (Salt-N-Peppa, ‘The Shoop Shoop Song’ and the world’s second worst Canadian, Bryan Adams). On the plus side, if it had been successful, we’d have had to deal with the prospect of ghastly X-Factor wannabes butchering Temple’s exquisite delivery with desperate runs and overblown warbling in an attempt to impress a panel of plastic has-beens and never-weres every Saturday night. That is simply too painful to think about. Perhaps there is some comfort in obscurity after all.

If you want to get hold of 24 Years of Hunger (and if you don’t, then I’ve clearly failed), second-hand copies are currently going for upwards of £25 on Amazon. Alternatively, you can also listen to the entire album for free on Grooveshark.

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